Saturday, June 28, 2008

Bleeding Heart... este Love

I always get the title wrong, to the annoyance of my sister. It's Bleeding Love. Original is by Leona Lewis, of which a routine was made by Napoleon and Tabitha for Chelsie and Mark in So You Think You Can Dance.

The one below is by the amazing Maria Zouroudis. I love the softness in this version. And Maria always makes a song hers, so that a cover becomes a beautiful treat to listeners who are a bit getting tired of the original. :D



"I don't care what they say, I'm in love with you." Classic.

Here's the SYTCD routine, in case you missed it. :D (new video because the previous one got taken down. )

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

The pink and buttefly-full gown



Click on this link to see a video of Miss Philippines Jennifer Barrientos as she models her National Costume.

Although I like the gown (the collar, the sleeves, the color), except for the overabundance of butterflies, I'm not sure if this is the Philippine National Costume. As this website shows, there is a wealth of examples, from which a Philippine representative to a beauty contest can draw inspiration. One of my favorite parts in the Miss Universe contest is the National Costume event. I always wonder what sort of stuff the designer of the Philippine representative will come up with. This year's looks wearable, though, so I like it. Although it makes you wonder, is Miss Philippines' gown supposed to be reminiscent of a Maria Clara? I love the Maria Clara dress, even if I've never worn it, because my mom likes to point out, "I'm not mestiza." Maybe when I get married, I'll wear a Maria Clara dress. :P

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Edit: All that talk about Maria Clara ternos and baro't saya made me excitedly spend oh, just 3 hours, browsing online pictures and stories of modern ternos. I'm sure at least one other person in this planet has looked around her Indian neighbor and thought, She's wearing her sari often so why can't I wear my baro at saya everyday? (Here's an old entry of someone who's a regular malong wearer.)

I've mentioned that I would try wearing a simple baro't saya to my everyday activities around town. I'd even come to church in a terno. The church I serve here is mostly Filipino, and we've done the Filipiniana theme many a church anniversary. So, a lot of us are Filipiniana'ed out. Of course, I've never worn a terno to any anniversary simply because I have no terno. But I've been in kimona and patadyong as well as in a malong. I love the malong so I wouldn't have any qualms wearing it around here... if only I have the guts to go bare-shoulder. haha. i don't know if I can pull off doing a baro't saya/malong day. I'm not terribly gutsy... but I'd probably try it if someone will do it with me. Any takers?

Sunday, June 22, 2008

remembering Philippine ferry trips

Early Saturday morning, I had a dream that my family and I were in a Philippine ferry boat. It was just like when we were young kids traveling to Manila from Cebu on the big ferries. Only we were definitely older. In my dream, we were supposed to be in a tourist cabin, but we mistakenly claimed seats. I was outraged; how can one spend the several-days-long trip just sitting on very close seats? In any case, my family figured out where we were supposed to be staying, but the cabin was dirty, smelly, and we had to share with several unrelated men. I woke up feeling disappointed. You see, in my memories of ferry trips in my childhood, it is all great, and everything is shining. Perhaps the reality is closer to that Saturday morning dream.

Imagine my horror at reading news reports of a Philippine ferry caught in a typhoon, with 700 people feared dead. Sulpicio Lines' Princess of the Stars capsized near Sibuyan, Romblon province last Friday. It was on its way to Cebu from Manila, when Typhoon Fengshen proved to be too strong for the vessel. I am very sad for the families left behind.

I can imagine how crazy it must have been at the pier when the typhoon was talked about. What signal is the typhoon? Will we be able to sail? Are we going to be stranded? I imagine the people to have been constantly monitoring the weather reports. I know, because I was caught in one back in November. I never worried about the possibility of my medium-sized ferry capsizing; I was worried about being stranded in Cebu and possibly missing my plane back to Manila. I was even brushing off my mother's worries sent through text from Seattle. But what happened just a few days earlier to a smaller ferry could have happened to mine. When I arrived in Ormoc the next day, not even the strong winds could make me unhappy because I was safely on the other side of the Camotes Sea.

I think my remembrance of my past trips has now been colored by disasters I've been hearing and witnessing as I've grown up. I've traveled on Sulpicio Lines' vessels, though we've mostly gone Cebu-Manila-Cebu via Aboitiz Transport System's SuperFerry vessels. I can picture the insides of the ferries. I can recall the thrill of traveling on the sea as well as the scare that can come from developing storms. But I still look forward to perhaps another family trip, before we all get married and disperse, aboard a Philippine ferry.

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As my sisters and I were struggling with putting church activities-related pictures on the correct timeline, I thought maybe my blog would be able to help. Hahaha. It turns out it was no help. Now I realize how much a whole of my life I have not blogged about. I guess this journal's living up to its tag line.

Saturday, June 21, 2008

What does our "Stuff of Thought" say about us?

I finally finished Steven Pinker's The Stuff of Thought: Language as a Window into Human Nature after maybe 3 months. I found it very interesting and informative. Pinker, who is an experimental psychologist and cognitive scientist, obviously enjoys language and its development.

In the book, he asks questions that are familiar to most people who have even the passing interest in the English language. Why are some prepositions only used at a certain time? Why does it feel weird to say, "The ant crawled in the edge of the CD?" How come the names Sadie or Sophie make you think of either grannies or cute toddlers? How is it possible that the name I thought was unique to my child brings 3 more toddlers when I call at the daycare? How come some swear words are so cathartic? What do we make of creative curses such as "I hope you lose all your teeth except one so you can have a toothache!" or "I hope you become a chandelier so you can hang upside down all day and burn all night"? Why are we so roundabout in our praises, criticisms or requests? Isn't it interesting that people profess to want complete and blunt honesty, but then feel offended when faced with that exactly?

Those were the highlight chapters in the book for me. I was forced to examine my own folk explanations to those questions, and I realized how similar in thoughts we humans can be. Also, I learned a logic puzzle. In a BBQ party full of logicians, the hosts sees three with BBQ sauce on their faces. She tells them this and that she will come back to check and will ring the bell if they're still untidy. She will keep doing this until everyone's faces are clean, after which she can serve the watermelon. How many times will the bell be rung?

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My cousin J says he's so disappointed my recent flickr photos are of postcards and stamps, instead of new photos of family. I told him I haven't renewed my flickr pro account, so I can't upload a whole lot of pictures. I guess, I'll have to hand over 25 bucks soon. :P

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I have decided to consider #57 - Sort through inbox, which is supposed to be cleaned out every Saturday - as done. My inbox has been consistently free of documents to be filed or unopened letters this month, so I don't need to clean it out every Saturday. Finally, this small step to a decluttered life is taken. Whereas before, I had letters, papers, documents stacked or lying in different places, I was able to designate a central area to put them until I can read and file them away. Now, I have improved my ways so I open letters immediately, sort them and file them or shred the junk. It is in this way that I'm able to keep my inbox junk mail-free. Yes!

Thursday, June 19, 2008

My postcard album

I finally found a commercial photo album that I can modify so it will meet all my needs for my postcard collection! I have wanted an album with clear plastic sleeves and a memo area for my comments and for postcard information. This commercial album was bought at Fred Meyer's. Isn't the cover appropriate?

I was looking and looking. I had put off buying this one because I thought it would be cheaper to make my own album from sheet protectors. But I couldn't find a heat sealer to borrow and buying my own would require special order, so I just decided to buy this album. Good thing it was still at Fred Meyer's. That means it's meant to be mine, right? I even saved the order form for refills. Yeah, I know. I have high hopes for my new postcard collection. Maybe I'll need refills before the year ends. :P

Here's the inside of the album, with a third page to show two more postcards.

My postcard album
Originally uploaded by gail-T
I modify each plastic sheets to fit my needs. For regular sized postcards, I cut off the paper so both sides of the postcard can be displayed. Enough paper is left and superglued to act as hole reinforcers. The best part: oversized postcards can fit because I can separate the glued dividers without tearing the plastic. That's how I can display my newest postcard: Floating Market in Thailand. (Thanks, Ate Yammy!)

**Each photo has notes. Click on it to go to its flickr page and read the notes.

Edit: I found refills at a Bartell Drugs store in Shoreline. It is in the photo/camera/photo album section of the store. This is great!

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

#69 Update songs on Blu

I finally got to convert my files for iPod use, and update my Blu. It still needs a battery replacement, but I figured I can just use my plug-in speakers and do my Pimsleur language lessons while I'm washing the dishes.

Today, I resumed doing Pimsleur Korean Unit 11, probably half a year after my last lesson. So rusty. There were phrases that I automatically remembered and words that just tumbled out my mouth. But my tongue got tangled up in asking if someone wants to have something to eat or drink, for example. I'll review tomorrow.

Yes, another one checked off the list.

Monday, June 16, 2008

My First Postcrossing Cards!

"Oh happy happy day..."

A beautiful warm summer day brings my first two postcards exchanged through Postcrossing. Beautiful buildings against clear blue skies are featured in two postcards from two different countries.


PT-50848 (Viseu, Portugal)
Originally uploaded by gail-T
Ana (kami) in Viseu, Portugal sent me a picture of Igreja da Misericordia, which was translated online to "Church of Mercy." It reminded me of the Philippine churches printed on the back of notebooks while I was still a student in the Philippines. Ana says her hometown in the Beira Alta region is very beautiful and peaceful. I sure would love to travel and visit the town in the future.

Ana also sends it with a stamp commemorating 500 years of the city of Funchal, the capital of the Madeira Islands of Portugal. The stamp was designed by Sofia Martins and released, I believe, this year.

Funchal 500 anos stamp
Originally uploaded by gail-T



The other postcard I got was a multi-view from Finland. Although I don't know the names of the buildings, they were lovely. One is even in the same area as another building. I bet if I visit this place, I can go see all these buildings. Great stuff.

It's wonderful when the other person writes something about him/herself. Ritva (hurmi) from Helsinki mentioned her grandson and her town. She also sent me a wish in her native Finnish and kindly provided me with a translation: One fine day you'll find postcards. Thank you, Ritva because today is a really fine day.

Her art noveau themed stamp is also lovely. I had online help to learn more about the stamp; I love me the internets. For both stamps though, the post offices did not postmark on the stamps themselves, so I can clearly see the details. I'm not sure how I feel about it, because I'm used to stamps being canceled or somehow marked. But it's all good, and I enjoyed both very much.

This Postcrossing thing is great. So far, I have been trying to limit myself to sending 2 each month. But receiving the cards make me want to go send some more. Also, I wonder why I received two, when only 1 out of my 3 cards sent has been registered. ^_^

Postcrossers rock!

Thursday, June 12, 2008

Click Them Baby One More Time

These clips have been getting way too many replays from me. Great great stuff. God bless these talented folks.

Watch this before YT takes it down. :P


My favorite number in tonight's So You Think You Can Dance is by Katee and Joshua. The song is "No Air" by Chris Brown and Jordin Sparks. Great choreography is by Napoleon and Tabitha. I think this is one of my favorite numbers in SYTCD history, maybe tied for first with last season's Sabra+Neil "Sweet Dreams" jazz routine. Ahh, great stuff.


Sabra & Neil, both contemporary dancers
Choreography by Mandy Moore
"Sweet Dreams" by Eurythmics



I love the emotion, fluidity, story and choreography in this number. Katee and Joshua brung it. Me blown away.



This one is my favorite cover by Maria Zouroudis. It's "4 Minutes" by Madonna feat. Justin Timberlake. The original, I think, was overly processed. I didn't even remember that Madonna was singing. Now, this acapella cover is much better than the original. Seriously, this girl is so talented! Great harmonies, use of ordinary things, vocals, editing. Girlfriend needs to release a CD. Yay, for Maria.

Talented artists, keep on shining.
All my love,
frustrated dancer me. ^_^

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

Flickr Set: Stamps and Postcards!

I updated my Flickr Set: Stamp and Postcards!

I like traveling. But until I can get my butt around the world, postcards from all over are welcomed!

Some are my own photos turned into postcards. Some are postcards I received.

I am also including photographs of stamps I receive. I used to have a stamp album, but when I moved away for high school, my sister inherited it. So now, I just have a digital collection.

I take photographs of my postcards and stamps instead of scanning them, because I don't have a scanner. I'm uncool like that. ^_^



This stamp I found by turning over one of the postcards on my wall. Turns out this little beauty was kept hidden. I really need to make the album ASAP so pretties like these can get shared.

Malva silvestris (common mallow aka cheeseflower)

pretty stamp from Sinta
There's a name in tiny print along the upper left side: Suzanne Potterat.
Switzerland Medicinal Plant series

Switzerland, 2003

Sunday, June 08, 2008

#58 - Sort out Blue Filing Box

This past month has seen me putting my energies into slowly completing tasks in my 101 in 1001 days List. This project is one of the best things that has happened to me. I was going through some sort of Quarter life crisis, but this project has given me something concrete to do. Every step of this project, I am forced to evaluate not just my uncertain future, but also my immediate present. Every single task is about now, a gift--a present--that I am enjoying. I know that every single task can be accomplished, so I begin to arrange my present so I can see the completion of the list in the near future. It's really empowering.

I tackled #58 yesterday. My big blue filing box had been filled to overflowing until I ended up stacking papers in another place. Someday, I kept telling myself, I will file everything away. I had been wishing for a decluttered life, but I was lazy to do the actual job.

It took me all afternoon, and it was so satisfying. I shredded things that needed to be shredded; filed away things that needed to be filed away; and discarded things that needed to be discarded. Seeing too many receipts saved over the years made me want to not buy anything. I thought, I should just keep all my money in the bank. I don't want to see another receipt for an "accessory" from Claire's in four years' time. How necessary was that accessory, I wonder.

I also looked through letters from friends and family since the time I moved to the US. I found a letter from a friend, who chided me for keeping her in the dark regarding my family's emigration to the US. Incidentally, the music that was playing in the background was a song called, Must Say Goodbye, by Kim Hyun Chul for the Korean movie Il Mare. Crazy.

Must Say Goodbye - Kim Hyun Chul

I realized I enjoyed the stamps I saw on the letter envelopes, which I came across as I kept on sorting. And I even recovered a couple of postcards! Instead of an actual stamp collection, I should just take pictures of the stamps and maintain a digital stamp collection! Less clutter, I love it!

I also found a loose sheet of paper from a friend at my American high school. It contained her "data list" as she answered questions such as "What is your favorite color?" or "What is your blood type?" Funny because a few weeks ago, I had been looking for examples of slum note or autograph book questions online. Those were extremely popular when I was growing up in the Philippines.

This particular set of questions is Japanese made. At the bottom of the first page, there's a place for one's seal. The ones in parenthesis were Japanese words on the actual paper, but they were so tiny and unfamiliar to me. I am including them in the hopes that someone more proficient in Nihongo can correct them for me. :D

Friend's Data List

Date : June 8, 2008
Name (なまえ): Gail T.
Address (じゅうしょ): xxx, WA
Tel (でんわ): xxx-xxx-xxxx
Fax (ファクス): none
H. Phone (けいたい): xxx-xxx-xxxx
E-mail (Eメール): fluffygirdlebiscuits[at]gmail[dot]com
Birthday (たんじょうび): may 30
Horoscope (せんせいじゅつ): gemini
Blood-type (けつえきがた): O
Hobby (しゅみ): reading and sleeping
Special Ability (とくぎ): flying... i wish
Dream (ゆめ): to travel the entire world
My Favorite
Music (おんがく): many kinds not limited to OPM, classical, 90s soft rock, big band, kdrama OSTs, bossa nova
Animal (どうぶつ): kitties and fishies
TV (テレビ): korean and japanese t.v. dramas
Food (たべもの): spaghetti, mangoes and bibimbap
Talent (さいのう): singing
Shop (おみせ): Daiso!
Type (タイプ): type?! what does this mean?
Brand (ブランド): Google!
Place (ばしょ): libraries and bookstores
Color (いろ): blues and purples and greens
Country (くに): USA, Philippines (there's no place like home)
Book (ほん): the B-I-B-L-E, Jane Austen's
Movie (えいが): Finding Nemo, Pride and Prejudice
Sports (スポーツ): anything that's fun to watch
Language (ことば): everything cause I want to be like Dr. JP Rizal! woohoo. and everything that I'm learning right now: Japanese and Korean. Of course, first love never dies: English! And I don't want to be stinkier than rotting fish, so Cebuano and Filipino, too! ("Idol!" says, "Ang taong hindi marunong magmahal sa sariling wika ay daig pa ang mabaho at malansang isda."
Today's Goal (今日のもくひょう ): to complete my to-do list and have fun!
Free Space
I guess this is like what we used to call "dedication" for the owner of the autograph book. Since I'm the owner of this blog, I'll just say, Gambatte kudasai! Fighting!


Going through all those papers was a bit cathartic. By putting things in order, I feel like I'm preparing myself for my next step. And I'm ready.

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My sisters are graduating this year. One of them will be walking later today. Yay! Thank you Lord!

I found another big blessing yesterday. Hopefully, it will be just the beginning of God's response to my (and my mom's) prayer. Will update when everything's clear.

Thursday, June 05, 2008

FTLY ep12

waahhh! I just finished episode 12. Okay, I think I can explain now why I like C even if she can appear to be weak and martyr-like. C's character is gentle and people-pleasing. Most of the time people take advantage of her because she chooses to just stay true to her character.

However, C is not a martyr, as evidenced by her choices to just leave J and raise her baby and to go to Shanghai. C escapes my hatred for martyr characters because lately she's been choosing to not become a doormat. Being a martyr involves an active choice of hurtful sacrificial ways. Oh, I'm all for self-sacrifice when it's in the right place. My issue is with blind acceptance. And here, I apologize to those who are literally blind, because even without vision, they can accurately perceive things through other means.

So on to Shanghai we are. I'm excited. I'm definitely looking forward to a whole lot more groveling on J's part. Bring it on.

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As I was typing the 42nd comment in a 3-way conversation in an earlier post on Fated to Love You, I realized that our FTLY conversations need to move to a new post. Ate Rai and Ate Yammy, here's to the coming Shanghai episodes!

Tuesday, June 03, 2008

Birthday Week

I'm certainly pissed off. My long and complete draft of this entry disappeared because Firefox decided to close before Blogger could aut0-save. And before I could select everything and copy to my clipboard. Stupid.

Well, the pictures are up, but I'm not about to re-write what I had written to recap my week. My mother and I (and her sister, too) share the same birthday week, which makes it a long week.

Mama and I went up to the Space Needle for the first time. The views were breathtaking, and my pictures don't do it justice. I don't know how to "open the f-stop," like my cousin suggested, so I have blurry pics of Alaska at the top. Item #37 of my 101/1001 list, check.




For my birthday, my 4-year-old cousin gave me a surprise mango milkshare with sago. Yummy, and even yummier when shared. :D She finished almost half of it, though.

Saturday of the birthday week marked the first year anniversary of our girls night out tradition. I picked Ka Won Restaurant in Lynwood because I had heard it serves samgyeopsal (삼겹살). You know, those grilled thin slices of pork wrapped in lettuce leaves. I see those in Korean dramas, and we wanted to try them.

We ordered the grill combo #2 and extra samgyeopsal. (Click on picture to read what was included in the combo.) Since we didn't order any alcohol, our server gave us extra meat. Everything was completely yummy and filling. The banchan dishes were numerous and delicious. The servers were attentive.

I definitely recommend the restaurant for those who want to try Korean food. Call ahead to reserve. As we were leaving, there were several groups of people waiting to be seated.

Korean food always leaves us longing for dessert. And we are always surprised that we are not bloated but instead have room for more food.

For 2007, we had been going to The Cheesecake Factory. But after our last visit, when we were served cheesecake without silverware, we weren't going back. We went to Applebee's instead, where some of us had triple chocolate meltdowns (yum!), apple pies, milkshakes and margaritas. I decided to try the maple butter blondie.The nuts were perfect. Just heavenly. I am looking forward to dessert time spent at Applebee's this year.

Finding that we still have time, we watched a movie at home (1408). I slept through it, though. Call me a coward, but I can't handle the aftereffects of a horror movie. I am not like some people who can promptly forget the images. I have an overactive imagination, and I refuse to get creeped out for the rest of the year.

Someone noticed that we've been spending 3-5 hours each time the cousins (girls) go out, and still it feels so short. Maybe in the coming years, we'll have to block out our entire day. We imagine we'll still do this after the youngest of our cousins join and even after we have our own families. :D

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Cousin 1, talking about her co-workers deciding on where to eat for lunch: How about Korean, guys?
Cousin 2, slightly distracted while driving: Korean guys? I discovered them while watching dramas!

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